I do a lot of thinking

Tell a girl she's beautiful and she'll believe it for a moment.Tell a girl she's worthless, and she'll believe it for the rest of her life.

You're that guy

At this age, everything is changing.Day by day we don’t notice,but just look back over the past year and you will realize everything has.People you thought were going to be there forever aren’t,and people you never imagined you’d be speaking to are now some of your closest friends.Life makes little sense,and the more we grow the less sense it will make. So make the most of now,before it all changes once again,because in the near future,all of this is only going to be memories.Memories are the past we have past is past , so we should move on.....

Please don't be in love

Don’t attach yourself to anyone who shows you the least bit of attention because you’re lonely. Loneliness is the human condition. No one is ever going to fill that space. The best you can do is know yourself,knowing what you want , knowing how much you love the someone....

Places you never knew it could be

Everybody’s looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You’ll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

I'll never get the chance to say you're mine

Maybe God wants us to meet wrong people before finding the right one, so that when we finally find the right one, we will know how to be grateful.Try to move on...

lllusions

Dec 17, woke up at 2 eat my lunch .Then 5.30 pm meet with jin wee .Trained to Singapore expo , went to the max pavilion for the magic show .Damn many people watching , it cool nice magic show but we sit at the back we just looking at the screen only.LOL. charles grabbed the nutcracker's butt when he was trying to take picture with her ,it some people in costumes of nutcracker,snowman and more.It a unforgettable magic show i ever watch , and i got interviewed damn funny , the woman was like asking me do i like the magic show and more .I reply nice , and replied her one words only .Reach home around 11pm:)

Past valetine

On the Dec 16 went out with Jesreen & Mindy watched Doremon .It a funny & cute movie lols , i wanna watch narnia 3 de .Then went to buy presents at bugis street shop for  2 hours , bought many stuff spended $55+++ ,Mindy look sian & busy helping us count money lols.Then wented to bugis junction to have our dinner .Train to clementi accompany jesreen to Kfc , Then went cold storage to buy drink & Back home

Untouchable

Yesterday i woke up , received a letter saying i got good progress award .Wuhuuuu Damn happy my effort did not gone to waste.Next year then the school will present it too me it said so in the letter , i lazy to go sch take so i shall wait for sch reopening then take my $200 voucher .Then i can use the voucher to buy assessment book ,stationery, haven't buy file for next year sec 3 .I think next year is a different year finally sec 3 , then i should grow up .Tomorrow gonna go shop for present haven't buy present for ivy&popo and Christmas present for teen excite.

8520

Today is dec 14 , have not been posting for a long time .Dec 9 is a great day , my birthday .I got alot of people wishing me on facebook damn happy . I smile even when i sleeping , the moment i woke up i was jumping happily.In the afternoon prepared myself ,after that dad drives usto geylang for streamboat . i paid for the bill :X four person cost $53 quite expensive.After that went to bugis street shop , bought two t-shirt .After that went to buy my KOI chocolate milk tea is nice , but too sweet .The next day i was sick down with flu and slight cough .Currently feeling unwell , hope will recover soon .I took many photo with sis , soon will upload .yesterday i wented to get my bursary , after that went to eat , shop & back home.

You'll Come Undone

Dec 5 , woke up in the morning , was very late for church .Then went to have lunch , then went to make police station to make police report , i'm not the one making the report just waiting at there .The policeman at there is weird keep laughing >>?? Then walked to east coast park , i was bury.Lol damn funny everyone was laughing .Then play game with other cell group & BBQ .Another cell group the girls group damn bitches , keep calling my name wrongly and keep laughing so not friendly .Still my cell group were much more better :).Around 7 wented home & reached home around 9 pm.Overall is a fun day :)I'm not going to church this coming sunday cause i need to go get my bursary :).I don't know why i'm feeling damn not happy , it so diffcult to forget about the past , so diffcult to let go and move on .

You Make Me Feel

Dec 4 , went to kent ridge secondary to get my bursary , eat buffet .After that went to clementi & back home .

unthinkable

I woke up at 8 prepared myself , off the hair salon at around 9 plus .Then eat my fish porridge at around 10 am then start rebonding my hair , sit in the air -con room for damn long 6 hours .I fall asleep half way.I'm quite like my current hair finally it look like it is rebonded le .Then back home to watch my korea drama sibei touching .:)

When It Was Me Again

SiS is back from genting damn happy she bought stuff back home that i like not she come back i happy :).She brought  biscuits that i like , two tank top & one domo cushion.Damn happy .Yesterday watch Mnet , but i missed first part .I think i really need to start doing half of my homework , maybe complete my chinese homework , but i think i don't know how to do the english homework .Next sunday there would be cell group BBQ , then not sure whether going to attend anot? If ivy going then maybe will go .My birthday coming i'm so excited but i hope that i can get my hair rebonded before my birthday .I hope next year will be a better one , i been damn unluckily for the past few years .I so happy to know there isn't any this year 2/5 guys going to 3/4 .Next year i gonna have new classmates.:)

U Gotta Settle Down

I want my sharp face back , my face growing fatter .argh Tomorrow i gonna go running need to lose weight , but luckily i did not gain weight measured my weight using the weighting machine??Today meet jin wee ivy they all , then walk to the touch community theater for teen excite .It so fun , lols keep jumping , quite funny after that have our dinner back home .

What's Left Of You

Today went to sch to get my free texbook , then went to eat my lunch.Then went to tiong bahru for job interview found out from manager that they no longer hiring people .sob Then walk around after that went to bugis .Accompany Mum to bugis OG then shop for branded bag but very less is nice , i like one Guess bag so chiooooo. I bought a diamond pattern short , a pink stripes tanktop .Then went to bugis street to shop , i bought a new leopard printed wallet , i throw away the old leopard wallet that i bought at forever 21 cause it spolit .I think my poka dota wallet is going to spolit too.Mummy bought damn many sour sweets , sweets , want me carry very heavy leh walao.Then i eat pancake till full bloated .I need to lose weight man eating damn a lot , wuhuuu tomorrow going church but scared see dao the crazy old auntie.I will run fast .Tomorrow i'm attending teen excite.Wonderful day finally i went out shopping i want to rebond my hair .But i see the price is like very expensive my budget only $170 :(

Be My Guest

Tomorrow i'm going to sch for the FA thingy , sch called me yesterday told me to go sch on nov 26 at 10 am , then afternoon i think i going for job interview.Hurray my sis went genting for 4 days then the computer belong to me .To me holidays is a boring & tiring one been working & working .Never really go out play , but i did attend church on sat or sun .Teen excite is fun , i gonna force ivy to go.14 more days to my birthday i wanna faster turn 14 .

I am what i want to be , I'm not going to change for anybody you don't like it fuck off.Sit back and watch me shine ....

You Spin My Head Right Round

I sack the boss , not going to work at queentown anymore.Going interview for mos burger , damn angry the boss scold jia li , another worker and i hokkien badword .we damn not happy lor it seem like everyone in workplace not like us except for one stall and the younger age de old auntie & uncle damn hate us i know lahs jealous we too young , keep scolding us hokkien badwords WTH.But still enjoy playing at there , singing song , dancing ,splashing water, joking around .

You're Not Any better

Currently waiting for jia li sms , then off to work .I will post only when i got free time then.Damn idiot dio scolding from the old auntie , pls lor so old le scold what scold jealous we too young liao that why~ Lols .Saturday going to teen excite again , it fun , funny i will take one day off on that day.I earned only $90 still far away from $200 .Jia you must faster reach my target .I haven't done my homework eng& chinese , alot of homework need to be done .Fainting !

Church

Today meet up with jin wee then took mrt to redhill.SCARE ME got a old auntie keep pulling me and ask me buy medicine that cost $4 then it look super fake like soil de , i said i don't want then she still pulling my hand beg me to buy it , then jin wee save me .After that i ran away, went to find mr ng car then he drive us to the touch community theater , saw hannah inside .She damn cute !!! I bought her a barney keychain .Teen Excite is very fun ,there are games free prizes.I did not listen to what the pastor was saying to me their language is too pro .After that ernest came then we have our dinner at the nearby korea shop .Ernest & wee kee went to buy a cake for jin wee , then we sang happy birthday song in english & chinese for her .After that we eat the cake , mr ng said a lot of cold jokes.After that mr ng drive all of us to the queentown mrt , hannah have fun making fun of charles name .She said cows cows cows lols .Then we all laughed we have a good day .Back home

Soulmate

Back from work, damn sad i only earned $72.50 .But i need at least $200 .Today is Jin wee's birthday later gonna go for teen excite & celebration for jin wee .Working is tiring but funny too.Most people at there are funny .I hope i can have fun & i'am super tired of working for so many days .I feel like dyeing my hair , rebonding but all this need money , i want buy new dress & stuff too.I wanna try the KOI chocolate milk tea :)