Accused

Today have NAFA Test , my position was 1st .I SWEAR i did not cheat i did my best by running non-stop .But i don't know why 2/5 most of the guy always like to accuse me saying i cheat .one of them even scold me & i scolded back of course .I do not know why after that i cried for 2 hours until school end .Why am i accused for things that i had never done . I hope pe teacher will believe me instead of listening to what those guys says.I really HATE the class suck like hell , i want transfer the sch don't let me .So sick and tired of the class behavior , childlish+noisy .

I feel like living on this world is meaningless .I got my own family , cousin problem yet i still get accused for nothing . They Always talk bad about me , i always wondering did i offence them ? Why must they always find me trouble .Last time i think 6d guys is very bad now i realised actually the guys that i know in 6d is already very good le .I MISS 6d/2008 alot.Today i help xu rui take bag and pei her to the general office , cause she was having gastric pain. After i come back from the office the guys start accusing me , only one guy arrifin believe me that i
innocent he even shouted at those guys that accuse me .Thanks alot .next time i will help him back .

I will be strong no more tears flowing down my eyes .Cause i don't want to cry until kena sore eyes , like i was in pri 6 just because of a guy .I really think it stupid , but do not know why i can't stop my tear from flowing down.
I think i'am stronger than last time but still not very strong .Must stand up for my rights .It so diffcult to let out of my past , it memories that cannot be forgotten . I miss him & them , i know maybe i won't be able to see them anymore .Do anyone understand how i feel , being hurt and hurt non-stop.I know i got to move on life suck like hell but it continue as long as i'am alive.Jesus please help me give me the strength to be strong and move on....