
I feel like dying man. There two MAD women living in my house .I feel like no one care , concern and love me .Suddenly i miss him badly , what am i think what am i expecting to get from him.Maybe next year i will see him , when it family reunion .All i wanted was to get back them , get back what i think it should belong to me .Maybe they will live better without me , but i kinda miss them badly . I hope they were with me , maybe they won't even know there a me living in the world.What can i do then, talk to him tell him to give me back them .Now only think i can do is cry , nothing can change the fact . I feel like i got nothing , i know i will never forget about him&them .I will see them somehow in any family reunion.Jesus what can i do , i struggling to forget about the past but somehow i still remember it so clearly . I was never really happy before life is not easy for me at all before .Who can help me ?